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    <TD width=209 rowSpan=3><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14px">I have written this

      document because I have some important things to tell the world about

      myself. Since the fragile age of 7, I have lived in a world of pain. All I

      know is pain. I never really experienced true happiness. I am living a

      miserable existence which is not worthy of being classified as a life.

      Most recently, a man named Dennis decided it was time for me to lose my

      mere existence too and any chances for a happy, productive future.

      Dennis's Yahoo groups were getting attacked not too long ago and he blamed

      it all on me without just cause. He claims he had just cause but I

      disagree. I was set up to take the fall for someone else. I reported his

      groups for several Terms Of Service violations and as a result, all 13 of

      his groups were removed. He's on the war path against me because of it. He

      blames ME for all the foul things that were posted and it was NOT me. I

      have witnesses who can back me up on this. My first and last name was

      posted in the groups among other bad things and that is the reason why

      they were removed. I didn't do a damn thing wrong! Now, after having gone

      through 22 years of pain, I am forced to go through more pain because of

      Dennis's false allegations and hate towards me. He truly hates me. The way

      I see it, he would rather see me suffer for eternity rather than live the

      rest of my days in peace. I feel at this time, I would be better off dead.

      Dennis will NEVER leave me alone until I am dead. I'm already dead

      mentally and emotionally anyway. Once I am physically dead, he won't have

      me to kick around anymore. He will then have to seek out another sucker

      and I highly doubt he will ever find another one like me. He is currently

      using law enforcement and his slanderous website titled: "Internet

      Stalker: Noel Title Necessary" to make me suffer more. None of the

      statements on the site are true but Dennis has everyone believing the

      worst about me. Because of him, everyone thinks that I'M the stalker when

      in fact I'm NOT. I am the victim! NOT the stalker! The site also contains

      my Social Security number which not only directly invades my privacy but

      leaves me at risk for being a fraud victim in addition to the stalking and

      harassment I'm currently being forced to endure. I already had to close

      down my bank account and open a new 1 after someone got my Social Security

      number off the site and used it to get access to my bank account.&nbsp; I

      have considered suicide as an option to get away from Dennis. I would

      rather die than go through any more pain in this worthless existence of

      mine. Death seems to be the only way out for me. I have no future because

      of Dennis. Because of him,&nbsp; I do not have the right to live in peace.

      I do not have the right to a promising future. I do not have the right to

      live among civilized people. I do not have the right to fairness.&nbsp; I

      do not have the right to even breathe. The only thing I'm intitled to is

      pain and misery for all eternity. I might as well be dead

      completely.&nbsp; I'm almost there anyway. You see, I am a gay female with

      emotional problems and anger management problems. Being gay leaves me open

      for discrimination and my other problems cause me to make bad decisions.

      Because of Dennis, my recovery and progress is being&nbsp; jeopardized. I

      don't honestly feel I will make it through this current situation alive.

      Dennis has totally ruined any chances I have for a future or a life. I

      have nothing left to live for except my loved ones and I'm about to lose

      them too because Dennis has gone to great lengths to make sure I am NEVER

      happy again. My death is the only thing that will bring me happiness now.

      Dennis doesn't care. He wants to see me suffer. It makes him happy to

      cause grief on me and others around me who love me. At least if I am dead,

      he can't hurt me anymore and I will be truly happy at last. My spirit will

      finally be at peace. I want to die more than anything in the world right

      now because of all this. I have had enough. When I think about how all

      this started in 2001 with a conversation about cats on a John Lennon

      discussion group run by Dennis, I wish I had never joined the group at

      all. I made a horrible mistake by joining that group. If I could only turn

      back time, I would do everything completely different. I would have joined

      another group instead of his and I definitely would have been more

      cautious in who I dealt with online. Now, because of the mistakes I made

      in the past and the false allegations against me, I feel I'm going to die

      from all the stress being placed on me. I have been wrongly accused of so

      many things by Dennis it's terrible. He even claims I made hurtful remarks

      about his dead mother which I don't even remember doing. I know Dennis is

      hurt about his mother's death and I'm truly sorry if I said anything cross

      about her in 2001 but he said some bad things too. I don't recall saying

      anything bad about her but he insists I did. I honestly don't remember for

      sure. Back then, I wanted to hurt Dennis like he hurt me so it's very

      possible in a moment of rage I said something I shouldn't have. That's all

      in the past now though. I have tried my hardest to refrain from EVER

      saying anything bad to Dennis again. I have made an honest attempt to get

      my life back in order but I see now that will NEVER happen. I have been

      going to therapy regularly and even praying more but still I know I won't

      make it through this mess alive. I am going to die. It's all for the best

      I suppose. Death is not an end but rather a beginning to me. I know my pot

      of gold lies at the end of God's rainbow. I can't wait to see my

      grandmother again and tell her I love her and how sorry I am for hurting

      her in my youth. I was hurting inside so I hurt others. I know I was wrong

      but I was young and stupid. Now I'm old and stupid. I am nothing. All I'm

      good for is to be used, abused, and tossed away in the trash. Dennis has

      made sure I retain the position of being trash. He doesn't care. My life

      is over now and he is happy. When I was sent to live at Our Lady Of

      Providence Children's Center at the age of&nbsp; 7 because of my

      behavioral problems, I was abused in every sense of the word which has

      made me the angry, traumatized person I am today. I was thrown out in the

      snow naked, beaten, and starved by the staff members. I was also abused

      mentally, physically, and emotionally. I used to run away a lot because of

      the abuse. While I was out there, I would walk around and wish for a

      beautiful life. I finally was able to accomplish that goal when I met my

      soul mate Katherine and now it's all ruined because Dennis insists on

      making me suffer forever. There is no longer any hope left for me. My

      death will be just the warm welcome to peace I need. I have nothing left

      now. It's all gone because of Dennis who prefers to hold the past against

      me rather than let me go on my merry way. Once I'm dead, all the pain will

      be over. I will be free at last. I'm still hoping he will get tired of

      hurting me and leave me alone but I honestly don't think that will EVER

      happen since he is so fixated on me. Death is the only way out for me. All

      I ever wanted was peace and happiness but I can't even have that now.

      Sometimes I feel I should have killed myself a long time ago but I still

      hold onto the hope that things will get better. 1 can only hope.</SPAN></TD>

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