Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 07:51:03 -0800 (PST)
From: "Noel"
Subject: You're going to jail Englandboy:)
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
I heard about your website and for the record, I'm not "Collector2600" and another thing, even if I wanted to post at eBay you can't tell me what to do. You are NOT my daddy and you can't tell me where to go and not go. I will do what is necessary to shut you down. If you continue stalking me like you have, I will have you put in jail. Watch your step before it's too late. I don't play fair when messed with. I'm tired of low lives like you messing with me. You don't know it yet but I'm extremely powerful and will crush those who get in my way. Word to the wise: DON'T MESS WITH ME!!! This is a fair warning. I will tell the cops and have you thrown in jail.
Noel

Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 08:23:05 -0800 (PST)
From: "Noel"
Subject: I'm going to kill myself because of you!
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
You can keep your little petty ass website up but in the process I'm planning suicide. I have the pills right here and I will take them since I don't have a future thanks to you. What do I have to live for? Absolutely NOTHING! You automatically assume I'm still posting at Ebay and I'm not. Even if I was, that's MY business and NOT YOURS! Go ahead and keep stalking me. You won't have me to kick around after I end my life now will you? You are nothing but a selfish jerk! I'm trying to recover from a breakdown and you are now jeopardizing that recovery. I would rather be dead than to never recover from my demons. I wish you were dead!

Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 18:09:06 -0800 (PST)
From: "Steven Fester"
Subject: You aint my boss bitch!
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
Get over yourself. I'm not posting the boards and even if I was, it has NOTHING to do with YOU! You don't own those boards so get over yourself bitch! I really could care less what you do now. You started with me so now I'm fighting back! If you want a war, you've got one! I'm in recovery and I won't let the likes of you destroy that for me. Would you rather I kill myself? Is that what you want? You spineless fuck! Leave me alone or I'm coming after you! Legally of course.

Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 18:19:23 -0800 (PST)
From: "Steven Fester"
Subject: Trying to dominate over a woman? You lame fuck
! To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
That's your problem. You figure since you're the man, you can dominate over me. WRONG! DEAD WRONG! The only thing that makes you male is the small itty bitty balls you have between your legs. I won't bow down to you so forget it. I'm not even going to let you bug me anymore. I'll just report your lame shit to Yahoo and see what they have to say. Defamation of character is a serious offense asshole!

Date: Sun, 9 Feb 2003 19:08:42 -0800 (PST)
From: "Stevie Fuss"
Subject: New addition to my site. Your brat rant.
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
Go look at it you spoiled brat! You aint nothing but a jealous fuck! I'm starting to get a real kick out of this HAHAHA! Wait till Yahoo removes your site HAHAHA! You can't always get what you want jerkoff! HAHAHA! Picking on me just because I have problems and because I'm a woman. How lame can you get? Pretty lame I guess. I hope something really bad happens to you and your damn family. God will get you all! If you keep messing with me, I will drag you and your whole family through the media mud. They will be viewed as sick assholes and so will you. Your kids will hate you too. HAHAHA! You don't really want them to suffer do you? Don't worry, I won't break any laws. The law will be my new buddy.

Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 13:28:44 +0000 (GMT)
From: "Stevie Fool" little_stevie_fool@yahoo.co.uk
Subject: Oh yeah you're a big man now! ASSHOLE!
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
Oh yeah now you're a big man huh? Go ahead and post this shit on your site since it gives you simple pleasures unlike what your cunt wife can't give. You probably fuck your kids and your mother too huh? You lame asshole! It must give you a hard on thinking about new and exciting ways of dominating over a woman. You aint nothing but a weak little prick! I aint losing any sleep over you. I always knew you were lame and immature. You're supposed to be a grown man but you put up websites all because you're a pissy little baby brat. You can't take the heat so you act like a child. See how stupid you look? #1 picking on a woman and #2 picking on someone who has a history of emotional problems. You must be real proud knowing you're jeopardizing someone else's recovery. Some other fool posts to the boards and you automatically assume it's me. You could have just left well enough alone but NO! You chose to fuck with me so now I'm going to fuck with you. You don't give a fuck about me and I don't really give a fuck about you. If I have a breakdown, you will feel so good about yourself knowing that you caused it. You haven't changed in a whole year and you never will change. You'll always be the same old bastard no matter how much time goes past. I have been trying to recover from a previous breakdown but I guess I'm not even allowed to do that because you're the man and say so. Right? You're the fucking man and I can't even have a life now because of you! Happy now asshole? I can't even mind my own business because you have to constantly come back and attack me. I haven't posted to the boards since last year but you automatically assume I have just because someone else is there posting who you think is me. Even if I did want to, I can do whatever I want as long as I'm not bothering you. What the fuck is to you anyway weather I post to the boards or not? You just have to dominate over me because you chose me to be your target. You're just like all the rest of them who wanted me dead. You chose me. I didn't choose you. I know I'm your target for life because you haven't got anything else better to do except create fucked up websites. It will get removed weather you do it or not. Yahoo will step in. Each time you create a new one, I will tell them and they will take that one down too. If you think it's worth it, just keep on going at it with me. I no longer care! I know I'll never have a life because I'm your target but I'll at least have the upper hand in this case. So you just keep on stealing my life and targeting me for your own sick and twisted game. If it makes you feel good to pick on someone like me, go right ahead. I know you will anyway. I aint writing to you no more. I'm just going to update my site a little more so the only thing you will get from me is an alert letting you know. That's it! I will be contacting Yahoo later and eventually your pathetic site will be removed. In the meantime, I'm making your family my target. Nothing illegal will take place.

Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 07:15:57 -0800 (PST)
From: "Stevie Brat" little_stevie_jealous_brat@yahoo.com
Subject: http://www.geocities.com/steven_foster_sucks/babyannounce.html
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
See the little announcement baby.

Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 08:39:34 -0800 (PST)
From: "Brainless Steve"
Subject: A new brain for you.
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
CC: englandboy@spainexchange.com
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3113921768&category=774

Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 09:59:12 -0800 (PST)
From: "Noel"
Subject: The whole truth.
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
Ok, here is the truth of the matter. I was never convicted of sending bomb threats to Ken Granderson. He threatened to kill me. The 14 counts I was falsely accused of were thrown out of court. I am not serving 2 years probation. I am trying to recover from a breakdown as a direct result of other people's lies and attacks on me. I'm just another one of society's scapegoats and my life doesn't mean a damn thing to anyone. I have no life and no future. The other messages you posted on your site are fabricated by you. I did not write them. You enjoy attacking me because you're jealous and you hate me. I don't like you eather. You make me sick. I often consider death as an option for me because I know I can't be free or start my life over. There is no hope. I'm going to die anyway so it doesn't matter. I'm praying that I take a heart attack so I can be in peace at last. My mother should have aborted me when she found out she was pregnant for me. I wouldn't be living in pain all these years if she had gotten rid of me. 22 years of my life have been spent in pain and now I have to go through more and more for the next years to come. I can't be happy. I can only be miserable and angry. I'm not allowed to have a decent life. I'm not allowed to breathe. I'm not allowed to live in peace. I have no peace. I have nothing but pain and the bottle in my mere existence. I drink because I can't deal with things as they are. Therapy isn't helping. I was on the road to perfect mental health until some bad people falsely accused me of crimes I never committed. I have proof of my innocence. I'm taking them to court soon for damages. I didn't have a computer when the crimes were committed. I have documented proof of this. I don't care what you do now. I know you don't care. I'm just a sucker to you. If I die or mentally breakdown, you will be happy and rejoyce. As long as you have your life, I can't have mine. You're not the first or the last who will come after me. Someone will always be out to get me as long as I'm alive so it doesn't matter anymore. I want to die so badly. I wish I was dead right now. Not that you care. I'm nothing to nobody except to be used, abused, and thrown away. There is nothing left in this world for me except more pain and misery. I was abused as a child when I had to go live at Our Lady Of Providence Children's Center. They beat me and starved me as punishment for misbehaving. I was so thin my ribs were showing. Once, a staff member twisted my arm back all the way up to my head and nearly broke my arm. I was also thrown out in the snow naked by another staff member as punishment. I'm still living with the pain from all the abuse they gave me. I sometimes have nightmares about it as a result of the trauma inside me. I was bounced around to 8 different schools before graduating from a normal school. I was ridiculed and abused in all the schools I went to. My father tried to kill me twice. I wish he had succeeded. He beat me a lot throughout the years. I have scars deeper than you will ever know. You have a life. I don't and never did. I have a criminal history I don't deserve. I live in pain every single day of my life. Everytime I breathe, I feel pain. I dread waking up in the morning because I know the day will be bad. I'm hoping I go to sleep tonight and never wake up. I don't want to live in this pain anymore. It's not worth it. If there is a merciful God, I will die and then nobody can hurt me ever again.

Noel Date: Mon, 10 Feb 2003 10:41:00 -0800 (PST)
From: "Noel"
Subject: More truth.
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
I forgot to mention, I'm not a cyber stalker. I'm the stalkee and not the stalker. I have been stalked by various people since I have been online and involved in chat groups. Yahoo and AOL are not investigating me. I called and asked. I'm not posting on eBay eather. I'm not "Collector2600" and I can't stop posting if I'm not in the first place. I don't know who "Collector2600" is. That is the truth. I don't feel you have the right to tell me what to do anyway. You don't own me. Nobody does except for the pigs who lend me my freedom. I only have what they give me. I may be physically free but I'm mentally locked up. Your site has already been reported to Yahoo so they may remove it if you don't. The other site was done my a friend so they would have to remove it but I don't know if they will until you agree to back off. Not that it matters to you since you would rather see me living through more pain or dead. All you seem to know is how to create illegal immature websites and hate. Even if my friend deleted her site, you would only put another site back up in the future. This is all you do when you want to pick on your scapegoat. You can't even talk it out like an adult. You would rather create stupid websites and cause more garbage. Instead of being part of the solution, you are being part of the problem. I haven't even been bothering you but you chose to bother me. I have done nothing except try and get back what I lost when I was falsely accused of those crimes. Oh and it was 13 not 14 counts I was falsely accused of. I have to live with that for the rest of my miserable existence now unless I can get my record sealed. No that it matters anyway. I still want to die in the worst way. I can't take this pain any longer. It's been going on too long and I'm hurting the people around me. I am only an existent form of life. I'm not even a valid human being. I'm just something that people can kick around like an old rusted can. I'm used to it. I don't know real pleasure or happiness because I have never really had it before. I only know darkness, pain, and misery. There is no hope of me ever recovering from my trauma because people like you will always hold me back. There is no way I can advance or improve my quality of life because I have no life or future. There is only pain and misery. I can't wait till I die.
Noel

Date: Sun, 16 Feb 2003 20:49:12 -0800 (PST)
From: "Steve The Peeve"
Subject: You aint won the battle!
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
Dont think for 1 minute youve won cause you will never in a million years win over me. i have legal men who are gonna chew you up an spit you out. keep it comming prick! i wont back down. i can post any where. this account is gettin closed after you get this. you suck!

From: "dead_englandfuck"
To: footballboyisme@yahoo.com
Subject: YOUR FINAL WARNING! BACK OFF OR ELSE!
Date: Tue, 18 Feb 2003 08:53:10 -0800

THIS IS YOU LAST AND FINAL WARNING! U & YER FRIENDS BEST BACK OFF OR ELSE IT WILL ONLY GET WORSE FOR U & THEM! ALL LEGAL! GOT IT? THIS WILL GO ON FOREVER UNLESS U & THEM QUIT WITH THE HARASSMENT! REMEMBER U STARTED THIS! SHOULD HAVE LEFT THINGS ALONE! SHOULD NOT HAVE CREATED WEBSITES! SHOULD HAVE MINDED YER OWN BUSINESS! HELL IS NOT FAR OFF! THIS IS NOT A THREAT! YER TIME HAS COME! ALL LEGAL! CHARGES BEING FILED AGAINST U UNLESS U QUIT!
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